By Fidel "Butch" Montoya
A week after the horrendous shootings in Newtown, Conn., Colorado Governor John Hickenlooper along with Denver Mayor Michael Hancock called on citizens to pause at the exact time the shooting occurred and to remember the innocent victims of the mass shootings.
A week after the horrendous shootings in Newtown, Conn., Colorado Governor John Hickenlooper along with Denver Mayor Michael Hancock called on citizens to pause at the exact time the shooting occurred and to remember the innocent victims of the mass shootings.
As we stood
in silence in front of the City Hall tower, as the first of 26 chimes began to
toll, each toll seem to flash into my mind the mental images of the shootings
in Newtown.
I understood the purpose of pausing
in silence, trying to understand and comprehend the reasons for the shock we
still felt, and trying to find some way to erase the visuals of children crying
as they ran from the school, first responders running into the school to stop
what some teachers called a “wild animal loose in the building.”
The most difficult scenes were the parents
waiting near the fire house praying and hoping their children would be seen
running from carnage in the school, for many parents, their children never came.
This week,
we have heard a New Haven lawyer plans to fill a $100 million dollar suit
against the school district, claiming it could have done more to protect the
children from arguably the deadest school shooting in our history.
Attorney Irving Pinsksy claimed in the lawsuit,
a 6 year old client was traumatized by what she heard on the intercom which was
accidently switched on. The “conversations, shooting, & screaming” of the
horrific shooting which left some children shot multiple times as they tried to
hide from the deranged shooter. Pinsksy
said the school district had failed to keep the children safe.
But as I
stood silently in the cold morning waiting for the bells to toll 26 times in
memory of these precious children, I thought what are we going to do? Down the street from the State Capitol, gun
dealers were already out of stock of the AR-15, or the bullet clips that hold
30 or more bullets.
As we
memorialized the victims, as we heard the bells from churches, government
towers, schools, others were standing in line to buy their automatic weapons
and other weapon options.
The Colorado
Bureau of Investigation which handles background checks in Colorado has not
been able to keep up. According to the
Associated Press, while the data for December is not available yet, the Federal
Bureau of Investigation says they had completed 2% more background checks by
the end of November.
The
Associated Press reports that many of the gun runners who ran to their favorite
gun store claimed the comments by President Barrack Obama and other politicians
calling for more gun control, created the run to purchase automatic weapons
before the government placed a ban on these weapons.
America
stands at a Y in the road, to move forward with gun reform, or to pontificate,
preach, march, or write op-eds to set the stage for a grass roots movement to
get rid of automatic weapons in our country.
Now we hear because of the panic sales of automatic weapons, some of
these sales should be grandfathered in to prevent or slow down the sale of automatic
weapons, while our politicians gather enough courage to put pen to law and send
these laws on for the signature of President Obama.
We hear
phrases like “gun control,” “gun reform,” “automatic weapons ban,” “automatic
weapons ban on gun options like clips which can hold 100 bullets.” Whatever phrase we use, we cannot back away
from the public commitments to do something.
On Fox News Sunday, California Democratic Senator Dianne Feinstein says
America needs to bite the bullet and move forward on gun control. "When
you have someone walking in and slaying, in the most brutal way, 6-year-olds,
something is really wrong,"
I believe we all believe “something is really wrong.” But it is not just the automatic weapons and
clips that “hunter’s purchase to go hunting or target practice.” I don’t want to get dead locked on why we may
think these weapons are needed to hunt or to shoot at practice targets. I would like for all of us to admit together
that something is really wrong with these weapons being so readily available to
almost anyone, including the mentally ill.
If we can come together as Americans and realize we must not
allow the shootings of Newtown to fade in our memory like Columbine High School
may have for so many, just maybe we can start a long term effort to do what is
necessary to stop the sale of these weapons.
Not to demean the parents and other victims of these gut wrenching
shootings, but many Americans who cried out “something is really wrong” after
the Columbine High School, Virginia Tech, the Aurora Movie Theater, and the
other shootings in the recent past, have allowed their voices to go silent.
But as I stood waiting for those 26 tolls of the bell, I
thought of other victims in our gun crazy society who have been killed by
illegal guns. Gangsters who drive by
with automatic weapons, killing rival gang members. Unfortunately, injuring other innocent
victims, and killing young children or teenagers who had nothing to do with
rival gang politics.
These shootings sometimes don’t even make the news on the television
newscast, or if reported in the newspaper, you probably have to search very
carefully to find any details or information about another family affected by
gun violence.
Yes, if we were to count the number of people shot in our
neighborhoods in our cities every week, we would be shocked by the large number
of victims, and shooters who seem to simply slip into the night. Yes, we march in the streets, we write our
op-eds in the local newspapers, we write to our Senators and Representatives
who politely send us a form letter thanking us for writing, and if we are
lucky, maybe they will show up for the rally or march.
But what is really happening to those letters? Does it come down to Senator John Doe receiving
150 letters opposed to gun control, and only 100 wanting more to be done. Who then pushes the green button on the
Senator’s desk when it comes time to vote against gun control? The big campaign supporter who promises to
continue to support the Senator, and by the way, Senator, what was the name of your
favorite charity? Meanwhile, we go
around proud of ourselves because we wrote our letter to our Senator, then
wonder what else we can do.
What is it that we have to do to realize “something is
really wrong?” Gun reform is not just
about the big news stories that capture our attention for a week. When automatic weapons are being used by
criminals or gangs on the streets in our cities that outgun the police, I don’t
hear any United States Senator calling for gun control.
When a gang member does a drive by shooting and kills the
innocent victims who happened to be in the wrong place at the wrong time, maybe
we will hear from an elected official.
Sometimes the news media may even do a story that causes us to pause,
about the victims, the shooter, family and friends left behind. But then
quickly we go on with our lives.
I think it is time we realize that “something is really
wrong,” is right now. It is not just the
big gut wrenching national stories like Newtown, Aurora Theater, or in whatever
state or city. When an automatic weapon
is used to rob a bank, used by gang-bangers, or used to kill innocent people in
our cities or neighborhoods, we better stop and do something because something
is really wrong.
Years ago, as a photojournalist I covered a funeral for an
alleged gang member. I spoke to family
members before the service and assured them I would not interfere as I covered
the memorial service. I kept my distance
and honored their privacy, but to this day, I can hear the young man’s mother
cry out for her son. “Oh, Joe.” “Oh, my Joe.”
She called out to her Hito Joe, shot and killed in a gun battle. This happened more than 37 years ago.
The haunting call still rings in my heart and the memories in
my mind still very much alive of this mom as she was being pushed in her
wheelchair into the chapel. The cry now
more muffled, but more eerie sounding as the doors closed and for the last
time, I heard her cry out, “Oh, my Joe.”
Will we wait again until the cries, screams, and the noise
generated by the guns used by the next insane killer slowly drift away in our
memories until the next shooting that shakes us out of our daily routine, and
almost in unison, we cry out, “something is really wrong.”
If something is really wrong, what are we going to do about it?
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